What to do with my Sundays?

I'd rather abstain from basing my entire life on one false hope. I'd rather not waste approximately 9000 hours of my life in ignorance, by the time I'm 75 years of age, and that's only if I spend, on average, 2.5 hours a week in church/religious oriented functions. Plus, that's not counting holidays or observed religious celebrations. I'm sure that nearly doubles the above statistic.

So, please tell me how I'm wasting my life away.

And, I will tell you that I am a realistic individual,

who has her own idea of what is right for her.

And it is not a god, nor a superficial being.

It's self worth,

And I'll let that take the wheel.

So, there is a god.

Somewhere.

That makes it rain.

That let's us drown.